I
had never felt a first love even when I was studying at the University.
I do not know why it happened, maybe because I had too much to learn
when in Senior in High School so I’d never find a love that truly
memorable. When the initial study at the university, the love did not
come because I was busy with a variety of activities on campus and was
eager to pursue high score at the class. I was also not interested in
girls around me or had a curiosity to know a woman.
At
the beginning of university entrance, there was actually a girl who
looked to have interest in me. She started to give a short message
essentially that wanted to know me more. He continued to greet me
through the short message. Oddly, she did not mention her real name and
only mentions Initials. I was used to respond to a text message without
knowing the identity of the person sending. Several times I talked to
her about a few things through the short message. However, I had a sense
of boredom with the situation and was eager to find out her real name.
I
do not like the little people who continue to conceal the identity and
so curious to know. One time, I got to know her because I called her by
phone. I was not far from her, and she realized that I was on the phone.
She was very shy and did not want to say hello again to me via text
message on mobile phone.
After
that happening, I no longer found things related to love and I did not
have interest about love. My friends say that I had changed and got to
know a woman. They even made a fun of me by saying that I did not have
the ability to pick up a woman. But, I did not care about anything they
say. For me, a love comes in a beautiful way and should not be imposed.
One
time, I found the first love and a true love of my life. The woman who
became my first love was my a classmate but we had not known each other
very well. When in the class, we only just greeted each other and did
not have any interest. Though we were in a class almost every day and
engaged in the same lesson. There was a story that is so unique and our
friends did not believe when we were in love because we had been in the
same class within 2 years.
The
love was present when we are sitting close together in a place and
there was one of our friends started teasing each other as if we liked.
At first, we felt ashamed because it continued teasing. However, from
that teasing, I kept getting a sense of confusion. I kept thinking about
her every day even in every single time in my life.
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